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I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why
10th Grade
As I sat there in English class,
I stared at the boy next to me.
He was my so called 'best friend'.
I stared at him..
and wished he was mine.
But he didn't notice me like that,
and I knew it. After class,
he walked up to me and asked me for
the notes he had missed the day before.
I handed them to him.
He said 'thanks' and gave me a smile..
I want to tell him, I want him to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love him but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why...
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end,
it was him. He was in tears,
mumbling on and on about how his
love had broke his heart.
He asked me to come over because
he didn't want to be alone, so I did.
As I sat next to him on the sofa,
I stared at his eyes, wishing he was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips, he decided to go home.
He looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a
nice smile..
I want to tell him, I want him to know that
I don't want to be just friends,
I love him but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
Senior year
One fine day he walked to my locker.
"My date is sick" he said, "he is not going to
well,
we made a promise that if neither of us had
dates,
we would go together just as 'best friends'.
So we did. That night, after everything was
over,
I was standing at him front door step.
I stared at him as He smiled at me
and stared at me with him crystal eyes.
Then he said- "I had the best time, thanks!"
and gave me a smile..
I want to tell him,
I want him to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love him but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
Graduation.
A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as his perfect body..
up on stage to get his diploma.
I wanted him to be mine-but
he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home,
he came to me in his shirt and cap,
and cried as I hugged him.
Then he lifted him head from my shoulder
and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and
gave me a smile..
I want to tell him, I want him to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love him but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
Marriage.
Now I sit in front of his house
That boy is getting married now.
and drive off to his new life,
married to another woman.
I wanted him to be mine,
but he didn't see me like that,
and I knew it.
But before he drove away,
he came to me and said 'you came!'.
He said 'thanks'..
I want him to know that
I don't want to be just friends,
I love him but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
Death.
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin
of a man who used to be my 'best friend'.
At the service, they read a diary entry
he had wrote in his high school years.
This is what it read:
"I stare at her and wishing she was mine;
but she doesn't notice me like that,
and I know it. I want to tell her,
I want her to know that
I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
I wish she would tell me she loved me!
"I wish I did too...." I thought to myself, and I cried.
* Do yourself a favors, tell him/her that you love them.
They won't be there forever.
*jika anda menyintai seseorang, luahkanlah..mungkin dia juga menaruh perasaan pada anda..andai dia tidak menerima, bertawakkal lah…kerana anda telah berusaha...”
(kesinambungan dari kisah cintaku..)
Saat pertama...
Hanya namanya terngiang di telinga...
Orangnya entah di mana...
Tapi diri tidak merasa..
Adakah ’kebahagiaan’ itu tiba..
Kerana diri baru reda dari ribut yang melanda...
Hari demi hari...
Sifat ramahnya buat diri tak selesa...
Banyak bertanya...
Banyak cerita...
Hanya kawan rajin melayan dirinya...
Diri tak kisah...
Memang tak rasa apa-apa...
Tiba dihujung waktu..
Dia meminta nombor rahsia..
Dari kawan dan juga diri...
Hanya nombor sempat diberi..
Entah apa gelaran diri...
Tak ada sekelumit perasaan pun
Bila melihat wajahnya..
No feeling....
Minggu-minggu berlabuh...
Tiba-tiba diri menerima pesanan
Dari dia..
Katanya ingin berkawan...
Lantaran hati masih terluka..
Layan ajelah...
Kian lama...
Saat ’bahagia’ mula terasa...
Bila ada yang menceriakan suasana..
Saat diri masih berduka...
Rupanya nasib serupa..
Mungkin inilah kenyataannya...
Hati yang terkunci mula berbunga...
Di hari kelahiran ku...
Kali pertama bersua..
Setelah lama bertegur di alam maya...
Hari yang indah jadi lebih bermakna..
Dengan hadirnya ’kebahagiaan’ yang dicari..
Semoga kekal hendaknya...
Amin.....
Hasil nukilan,
~Hurairah85.blogspot.com~
Kisah Cintaku….
...Walaupun adakala derita melanda, hidup mesti diteruskan jua……
Bahagia...
Bila hadirnya ia membawa seribu makna...
Yang muram jadi ceria...
Yang sedih jadi gembira...
Wajah suram jadi bercahaya..
Begitu indah bila ia hadir
Seperti sang suria
Yang tak pernah bosan memancarkan cahaya...
Alangkah bahagianya...
Jika ia kekal selamanya..
Tapi sudah menjadi lumrah dunia..
Ada bahagia... ada derita...
Begitulah jua kisah cintaku..
Pertama kali mengenal cinta
Segala-galanya indah dan bahagia..
Hadirnya dia sebagai peminat setia
Menguji hati untuk berbunga..
Setelah enam bulan berarak lemah
Semuanya musnah...
Tapi kesannya tidak seteruk bencana..
Kerana utuhnya istilah teman biasa..
Waktu demi waktu berlalu....
Suka dan duka silih berganti..
Tiba-tiba ’bahagia’ itu datang lagi...
Hati pun berbunga kembali...
Hadirnya ’bahagia’ itu dari perasaaan ’benci’
Begitulah cinta...
Buta... tak bermata...
Benci jadi suka...
Marah jadi tawa...
Tanpa disedari tahun kedua telah melabuhkan tirainya...
Ribut melanda ’kebahagian’ itu...
Bukan angkara orang ketiga....
Tapi cintaku tidaklah seteguh mana...
Bukan pergi tanpa punca..
Bukan sengaja mengundang nestapa...
Tapi pendirian tunjang segala...
Bila pergi ku tidak direlakan...
Pelbagai fitnah dilemparkan..
Tapi paksi diri tidak pernah condong
Dengan hasutan.... cacian...
Ku sedar akan taufan yang kucipta
Atas dasar pendirianku...
Tp fikirlah....
Adakah ’kebahagiaan’ itu berkekalan
Jika seorang bahagia seorang menderita?
Saat badai masih melanda...
Ku bersyukur atas hadirnya sebuah pelangi
Yang ku mimpikan sejak dulu...
Tapi apakan daya..
Sudah menjadi lumrah pelangi..
Hadirnya hanya sebentar cuma...
Suka atau tidak...
Tiada siapa dapat menghalangnya...
Ku redhai segalanya...
Kini...
Bahagia itu datang lagi..
Kali ini akan ku jaga ’kebahagiaan’ ini
Atas nama Ilahi...
Agar direstui hingga ke mati....
InsyaAllah......
Hasil nukilan,
~Hurairah85.blogspot.com~
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